old dream's

I had a dream, had always been in your dreams. But no ı do not know how you must exhaust fan, like word I want to poop. I cried again last night wiht the rain. Remember, I always cry when it rains, I fear, I cry , not aspiration. So no I do not like rain, the wetness that touch my skin.
I thought last night for the first time ever, this dream come from ..! I do not want you to come  at all, never expect to come back already we experience that courage and we are both destroyed. Anyway ...